incomplete

going insane

this is not what i wished
this is not what i thought

you will not have me any more

I am going insane
through all this pain
i've started lying
to get over again

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Update on 8th dec 2007.
Well , okay this is how I write a song... after going thro another bit of my incomplete songs, , i felt i can add on top to this lyrics...

still it is far far away from being called a song...

no matter how hard i try
no matter what i ever wish
i could nt read your mind
i dont know what you want...

i tried to follow your actions
i tried to follw what you say

this is not what i wished
this is not what i thought
you will not have me any more

I am going insane
through all this pain
i've started lying
to get over again

this is not what i wished for
this is not what i thought of
you will not have me any more


hmm,, i want someone to compose music for my songs....
wish one day i will hear my songs in tv....


========== more revisions of this song to follow...

without you

you know,
ive been waiting for you
i've been searching you
in the crowd , in my dreams
and in everyone in see

you know now,
i cant walk without you
i cant weep without you
i cant smile without you
and i cant live without you

i hate you for loving me so much
i hate you for being there for me always
i hate you for being so kind to me
caz thats why i am missing you so much now...

sometimes there are thing I wont understand
sometime I dont want to understand things

live my life

no matter how hard i try
no matter what i ever wish
i could nt read your mind

i tried to follow your actions
i tried to follw what you say

now is done...

My incomplete songs...

Recently I am not able to finish my songs, caz I am busy and held up with work.

Anyway still i try to jot down something now and then , and now I have a set of songs which are not complete.

But still I am planning to post them.

May be that will inspire to complete them....